Experiences in Weeks

A person maturity progresses as the year pass by. Each year mostly everyone will reminisce their past in order not to repeat their sadness & mistakes, but to double up the happiness & improving oneself towards success.

It's been almost a month I've been graduated from my diploma. Within these breaks, am busy searching for jobs to occupy my free time before my next journey begins. While doing that, I've gained wisdom and knowledge from the prospect of sciences & corporate world. Each of this aspect is related to one another. It's some sort of complementary tools for a success reactions....

Just two days ago I attended some sort of motivation seminar in DVD by Bill Bartmann, a billionaire ranking 25th in USA. He told us how to be a hero from zero. Interesting though. He was a dropout kid, with bad grades and grew up in a gangster alley, but able to be successful too. So HOW? From the perception, it seems impossible rite?

The secret is..... he was rejected from a girl that he likes & also from his wife's motivation quotes. Looks like the quotes saying that there will be a woman behind a man success is true :)
Two important tools to be success are self-esteem & goal setting. Each day a review need to be done by checking list of happiness that we have created & also what can we do to achieve our goals. & it takes time of course to see minor results.....

Besides that, I've been attending investment seminar as well. It's about FOREX (Foreign exchange)-worldwide currency trading. It helps to earn money fast in USD but, it's quite risky as well... Your money can bloom or poop in the same second! So, it should never be the rice bowl but as a hobby if you have a large sum.

Tomorrow will be a new year with new resolution. New things to learn & goals to be achieve. Here, I wish a great year to everyone. May a person success & happiness continue to bloom not only in the tiger year but eternally too. God bless :)

2012

Imagine what will happened to human race if the earth crust rotating & causes phenomenon everywhere, allowing ocean consuming the land where it extinguishes life on land. Every part of the continent just vanishes in a blink. It was as though the earth was against human deeds after so long of silences. This movie weren't about consequences of denudation of mother nature. It was some sort of scientist prophecy about a planet crashing on earth in 2012, though there weren't any big bang seen in this movie.

The movie portrays the ugly side of human race where the selfishness was shown when it comes to death. If selfishness & corruption weren't there in the first place, they wouldn't ended up suiciding themselves & may even safe many many life (Tahara, Gordon & that fat fella wouldn't die). Nonetheless, it portrays some of the good natures too, such as love & friendship; this was where spectators were seen sobbing out (yea... it does really makes my eyes itched!)

The scenes & effects in the movie was as though so real, making part of me the character in it. My heart throbbed all the way till the end, especially the scene where Jackson & his family running saving their life from earth quakes & hot bursting magma. It really makes me think what are the important things in life when death is approaching. My answer is love. As with love there wouldn't be regret, instead you'll felt joy & happiness too, together with peace. So, from now onwards I'll appreciate every people around me more, & will try my best to make them happy ^^

This movie is worth to watch. Somehow or rather, it'll really strikes a person to think!

Kids Oh Kids!

"OH NOoo..... Not again!".... This is what you'll be saying if you're with a bunch of mischievous brats! They just couldn't sit still, not even a second! You'll be like "Urghhh... please STOP that".... "Come DOWN please, it's DANGEROUS!".... & then, they'll looked at you, may be stop a sec, & "Urghhh"... start all over again!

These 'Dennis' definitely make your heart popping out anytime and eventually you'll might ended up with heart failure or goiter! & Theyyy.... will of course make you looked slimmer too....

Yes, you're right, this is what I've gone through during the weekends. Chasing here & there, making sure they wouldn't hurt themselves by their action stunt where they think it's cool while making me worried....

They sometimes do give me nostalgic feelings. I still could remembered how mischievous I am & what I did that I almost explode a car! My childhood friend (dunno where he is now... & how his adult look) & I agreed to try an error, by placing ('sumbat-ing') stones in my neighbors car exhaust. & yes, the car couldn't start, & weird noises starts coming out from the engine.... & guess yourselves what happens after that....

Besides that, I still remembered a situation clearly where I until now still can feels the pain.... This is how it goes, I was jumping around like a monkey trying to get keys from my father's friend... He's shifting his keys here & there coz he do not want me to play with it.... He get annoyed eventually, & he then placed his keys high above the cupboard where no no children can reach it. So, I grab many many chairs, building up my own ladder & "VOILA" I got it.... I was so so happy that my mission was accomplished.... BUT..... Suddenly, I heard "BANG"... my head was as though been hit my a hammer injecting a nail... I was totally blank, blur & speechless... all I could see was my parents.... Luckily there was no hole on my skull... (Guess it has affects my intelligency..hehe..) Anyhow, I even drown myself before!

Hmmm... guess I shouldn't be complaining & whining right? as I myself also a brat once....
Anyway, though sometimes they make people annoyed, but in a way, they make people happy too by their adorable face & actions.... :)

Eventhough they annoyed me alot, I'm always looking forward in meeting them. As with them, I could be myself & feel like I'm a child again without any worries.....
I love them alot & will always miss them ^^

Wake Up Everyone!!!

When I was young, I always have questions on religion, wondering why there are so many religion in this world, purpose of our life, what happen to us after we are death and so on.... & now I've understood most of it.

I know some people might stop reading it after the first sentences, but I hope you'll continue in reading it as it only take less than 5 minutes to clear all the misunderstood.

Do you know that Noah, Abraham, Krishna, Buddha, Zoroaster, Moses, Christ, Muhammad, The Bab, & Baha’u’llah are all the same?
They are the Prophets and Manifestations sent by God appearing in human physical forms with innate knowledge. As for God, there is only one, just like there’s only a sun in this universe. The sun appears every single day with a different name, which is Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday,... till Sunday. Everyday it is the same sun that appear, that gives life to every living thing. These days symbolizes the many Messengers of God.

Why does God send different Manifestations at different age? (Ponder awhile…..)
Every era, the capacity of the human understanding is different. Prophets and Manifestations are sent by God depending on comprehending of human being during that period of time. The Words of God are revealed bit by bit. It is just like students, teachers and principle. Principle assigns a particular teacher to teach standard 1 students, standard 2 students and so on…. The teacher who teaches standard 1 students cannot use standard 2 syllables as the standard 1 students do not have the capacity to understand yet. All students have to undergo this process bit by bit until he or she is able to understand and independently find resources themselves.

God couldn’t reach us as He is so powerful, just like the sun. If He reaches us, we would probably be death by now. The only way He can reach us is through His Manifestations. Manifestations are just like a mirror which reflects the sun’s light to us in a physical human being.

Why God didn’t just reveal everything at once, instead of He sending different Manifestations to us in different time and places?
The reason was He wanted to test us whether we love Him. If we love Him, we will be able to recognize Him & His Manifestations no mather in what names and forms. Couples who are deeply in love will be able to recognize each other even though one of them has undergone plastic surgery or change their name.

Why human beings can’t recognized the returning of a Manifestation of God which is Baha’u’llah?
The first reason was of course the love of God was not that strong in every human being. They are busy themselves in accumulating wealth until they neglected the importance of developing their soul. The second reason was, human being has put a veil between them by judging that what they known are right without any investigation and understanding. This veil has deprived them from seeing the truth.

Developing our soul are important as to prepare ourselves for the next world, so that we’ll be in perfect form and this form is eternally. It was just like a foetus developing in the mother’s womb. If the foetus does not develop properly, the child might have deformalities. The choice is in our hands either to develop it or not.

There are two types of teaching brought by the Manifestations which are the spiritual and social. Spiritual teaching will always be the same in every Manifestation’s teaching, while the social teaching will be different. Example of spiritual teaching is why do we need to know God, the purpose of our life on earth, human virtues and deeds and so on…..
Social teaching is laws which are appropriate during a period of time and condition such as why Hindus cannot eat beef during Krishna period; Why Muslims cannot eat pork, compulsory for the girls to wear long sleeves, men can have four wives and so on during Muhammad period; & why priest and ulama needed during the time of Christ and Muhammad.

In Baha’u’llah’s time, all those laws are not needed anymore instead it has changed into the importance of unity, oneness of mankind, equality between men & women, equilibrium between science & religion and so on…..
Baha’u’llah said priest and ulama are not needed today as He wanted us to be independently investigating the truth ourselves as human are able to be independent already.

If we love God, we must accept His current Manifestation. Baha’u’llah’s teaching has the answers and remedies for the current world issues and to create oneness of mankind without any prejudices.

In the writing of God, He said that He will never ever abandon us alone but will continuosly guide us through His Manifestations from time to time. Now Christ & Muhammad have already returned in the form of Baha’u’llah & Baha’u’llah will also be returning again after another few thousands years later in different forms which I would not be able to see the magnificent of it. My great-great grandson will be able to see it.

So, wake up everyone, do not let veil, ignorance & wealth to block you from seeing & understanding the truth. Let us together heal the nation, so everyone can live in peace & equally. Our life here is just temporarily and we do not know when we’ll be called by the Almighty.

"The light hath shone on thee from the horizon of the sacred Mount and the spirit of enlightenment hath breathed in the Sinai of thy heart. Wherefore, free thyself from the veils of idle fancies and enter into My court, that thou mayest be fit for everlasting life and worthy to meet Me. Thus may death not come upon thee, neither weariness nor trouble."

~Writings of Baha'u'llah~

FREAK OUT ~#~

I still couldn't forget yesterday incident. I've always thought that reading during KTM journey was a worthwhile act. Reading has always been encouraged by the mass media especially during the ride home using train. This perception is totally wrong after what had happened yesterday.

It all started when I took out a recipe book. These guy who was seating two seats away from me started approaching me by asking whether am I from hospitality course. I replied no and then the conversation goes on. First, everything seems to be normal. And as we chat on, things started to change when he ask me how long was my hair, and have I ever cut it. After that, he continued by asking me to untied my hair as he wanted to see how long was my hair. I hesitated and rejected. Atmosphere around me started giving me a chill as he kept persuading me and even touching my hair twice. The opposite passengers started gaving me a weird expression as though am a flirty girl.

My inner thought was getting rid of him fast and he seem as though a serial killer who obsessed with long hair lady (May be because I've watched too many dramas). Couldn't blame me right, any lady on this earth will thought of it too!

As we reached Kl central, I have sms-ed my friend by asking her to act along with me. (Thank God, I've someone to accompany me... I really really appreciated. If I'm alone, I really-really do not know what to do...) So, to the girls out there, never ever go anywhere by yourself.... you might never know what will encounter you! Take heed of my advice...

My eyes fixed with the KTM time wishing the train will be here soon, but I was devastated after hearing the anouncement on the delaying time.... Goshhh.... time was passing really really slow....

Once we on-board, he followed us too. My friend and I agreed to move to the middle space after some passengers have embarked. and guess what, he followed too. Finally train stopped at Subang and he embarked. He gave me a handshake (to be polite trying not to offence him as he's from the same college as I am) and appologized. To feel a great ease, I've watched him out of the train.
Ohhhh..... once he was gone, that was when my friend and I gossiping all the way back and praying that I will never ever meet him again....

So, what is your perception towards reading now? Do the girls feel vulnerable with holding a book in KTM? Anyhow, the best suggestion from me is pretend sleeping all the way to your home.... and do pray hard as well....

K@j@ng

Well, when I first heard of Kajang the first thoughts that came into my mind were the dogs & not the satays. Why? Easy, as I was chased by dogs twice or maybe many more times which I couldn’t remember now! (I do not know why dogs just love me until they traumatized me….)

Anyway, my training days didn’t started off on the propose day, as we were given another week break because of the uninformal attires worn by my course-mates & me on that day. We never thought putting on our usual college clothes to training was not formal, it embarrassing for us though, as if we need guidance on proper dressing, but still, we were happy for the extra break ^^ That’s not all, besides the joy, fears mingled in May Eng & I as well, as we were almost bitten by our neighbour’s dogs just infront of our rented house gate.... Goshhh…. that’s only our first day, what about another 3months? We wondered….

Besides risking our life especially with those traffic & dogs, life in Kajang Hospital wasn’t that bad. It was quite relaxing, with time passing slowly, unlike the hectic Gribbles in PJ. As the hours tick away slowly like this, day by day, bit by bit, laziness starts engulfing me. One easily can gain weight in Kajang as most time there were feasts around the corner. And that’s when, our true colours come out! Students were eyeing on foods all the time eventhough it was not meant for them. Look how gluttonous we are... SWEATTT -_-!

The staffs at Kajang Hospital treated us very well; making us feel as homely as possible. They may look stern sometimes, but they are not actually, as that’s the adult way of joking where students wouldn’t be able to laugh or understand! ‘0’

Under the roof, many ghost stories have been circulated. I kinda freak out sometimes. I had the chance to present for a post-mortem too. The deceased was said to have fallen from a high place due to high alcohol consumption (that’s why, never ever indulge with alcohol intake). It was kinda gross looking at first with those skin peeling off; and as the process goes on, I felt that it is just some sort of biological presentation. And I saw real human brain for the first time.

In that hospital, I seem to found my ideal man. I got flattered by him during a bone marrow aspiration. Yes, he’s a doctor with a typical look, but his voice declared that he’s the prince for every women. Too bad, I never got his number. Anyway, his appearance will never be forgotten.

Time definitely passesby fast. Both training & exams are already over. I did quite badly in my exams this time and my CGPA dropped. New semester’s starting soon, and I need to learn to be busy again. The nostalgic memories in Kajang will always be in me and I hope that those numbers that I have save from Kajang will always stay connected until the last breath of mine.

"Dark"

Mind, souls are blank,
A shadow seen stranded in nowhere,
But still, unnoticeable.....
Crawling in silence,
where pain & anger felt,
Triggering the earth by flow of tears,
And what happen,
Nobody knows the remedies to it.....