I didn’t decided to come to Indonesia in the first place as I was still thinking of the best courses to pursue with many scholarships awaiting for me. I was just like a shell bomb that drop in Medan accidentally like in a world war. Little by little my destined has been shaped on my palm without even I noticed it. No more retreating but forwarding until I created a lovely magnifying fire works for my parents and families. Never should I deny that I was afraid in the first place as I was a foreign, a babe, and a loner in an unknown place. Feeling of lost was existed in me, but gradually as I familiarized with its scent and laughter, it vaporized just in days. It makes me to appreciate my home country even more. Though the place where I came from does not have facilities as sophisticated as the western, but it surely sufficient and efficient enough to fasten and comfort my days; nonetheless, the food is bombastically delicious with its various savoury. The time where I am now seems to move slower and grumpier as people here tend to handle things adagio-ly. The weather here is hot like desert. People whom I stayed with roaming and staggering the town like kutu malam where it generating the blood pressure to increase and causing a blur-ish consciousness in a person. In a matter of anytime, my magma might be burst especially during the crucial time. I am just as though a mosquito that trap in a net with repellents surrounding me. Freedom-freedom I awaiting; but now, I should bare it before a decade of days are here. And soon, with God grace, I will reached the top of Everest and gain my a year yearning freedom. It will definitely be a fun and challenging journey ahead; where I am anxiously awaiting it!
