Dedicated to ~D@ng D@ng's FrienDz~

A little faith brightens are rainy day

Life is difficult u can go away

Don't hide yourselvies in a corner

You have my place to stay

Sorrow is gonna say goodbye

Opens up u see the happy sunshine

Keep going on with yr dream

Chasing tomorrow sunrise

The spirit can never die

Sun will shine my friend

Won't let you cry my dear

Seeing you 'll share the tear

Make my woe disappear

You never be alone in darkness

See my smile my friend

We are with you holding hands

You have god to believe

You are my destiny

We meant to be yr friends

That's what a friendship be

The Last Song "When I Look At You"

Everybody needs inspiration

Everybody needs a soul

A beautiful melody

When the nights so long

Cause there is no guarantee

That this life is easy...

Yea when my world is falling apart

When there's no light to break up the dark

That's when I, I....

I look at you

Chorus

When the waves

Are flooding the shore and I can't

Find my way home anymore

That's when I, I....

I look at you

When I look at you I see forgiveness

I see the truth

You love me for who I am

Like the stars hold the moon

Right there where they belong

And I know I'm not alone

Repeat chorus

You appear just like a dream to me

Just like Kaleidoscope colors that

Cover me, all I need every

Breath that I breathe don't you know

You're beatiful.....

Nicholas Sparks is a great novelist where he able to touched the soul's of his readers. This movie was adapted from his novel which involved beautiful songs between a daughter and a father. The father teaches the daughter to be forgiving, love, boyfriend & to build and compose a final beautiful songs to complete her journey and be a successful person in life.

A New Country

I didn’t decided to come to Indonesia in the first place as I was still thinking of the best courses to pursue with many scholarships awaiting for me. I was just like a shell bomb that drop in Medan accidentally like in a world war. Little by little my destined has been shaped on my palm without even I noticed it. No more retreating but forwarding until I created a lovely magnifying fire works for my parents and families. Never should I deny that I was afraid in the first place as I was a foreign, a babe, and a loner in an unknown place. Feeling of lost was existed in me, but gradually as I familiarized with its scent and laughter, it vaporized just in days. It makes me to appreciate my home country even more. Though the place where I came from does not have facilities as sophisticated as the western, but it surely sufficient and efficient enough to fasten and comfort my days; nonetheless, the food is bombastically delicious with its various savoury. The time where I am now seems to move slower and grumpier as people here tend to handle things adagio-ly. The weather here is hot like desert. People whom I stayed with roaming and staggering the town like kutu malam where it generating the blood pressure to increase and causing a blur-ish consciousness in a person. In a matter of anytime, my magma might be burst especially during the crucial time. I am just as though a mosquito that trap in a net with repellents surrounding me. Freedom-freedom I awaiting; but now, I should bare it before a decade of days are here. And soon, with God grace, I will reached the top of Everest and gain my a year yearning freedom. It will definitely be a fun and challenging journey ahead; where I am anxiously awaiting it!

~3M~

Well, after resting & potato-couching for so lonnggg, I finally restored to work again; being a promoter. I have always wanted to try different-different area of working experiences, such as promoting stuff in a supermarket, how will it be like as an actress and singer on the stage, a chef, a chaperon, a barista in innovating coffee-arts and new beverages, a teacher, a doctor and many-many more which seems impossible to be materialize with my only seven decades of life. It doesn’t mean that getting involved in many areas makes me an irresponsible person by switching places always. I do committed and devoted to my family, friends, job and studies too, as they are the priorities. It is my way of life learning experiences where I learned new responsibilities and skills where each prospect has its own leadership and functions. It also helps me to gain wisdom and knowledge from people I meet. And that, broaden my viewed and am no longer “katak dibawah tempurung” but “katak diatas darat” (dimana saya boleh meninjaui dan menerokai laut, langit, dan darat). Life will be definitely a totally waste & a matter of regret if we never dare to try new things or dare to dream. Being successful is not just being yourselves but able to put yourself and taste in others shoes, and this is my journey of success and way to enjoy my adventuring life :)

Happy Teacher's Day

T is for talented that you surely are
E is for explaining so patiently
A is for the ability to make the class fun
C is for correcting us when we were wrong
H is for helping us in every way
E is for encouraging us to do our best
R is for responsibility to be with us eventhough you never teaches us anymore

So, Thank you to all teachers who had ever taught me & will ever continually guide me to success.
May The Lord blessed you eternally & wishes you a wonderful Teacher's Day :)

Appreciation

“Lub-Dub”… “Lub-Dub”…

Unpredictable moment;

Illusion bypassed the entire conscious,

With no clue when it will off.

Fear and trembling seized the soul,

With only prayers and hopes.

God felt the tingling of His ears,

With a whisper He accelerated the rhythm to normal;

Moments of gratification occurred,

Saying that it will always LOVE the beat and surrounding of the system.

A D@y Note

Unavailability to speak for a day has been really difficult. It all started with a high fever on Sunday 17th, 2010, and then proceeded with flu and cough. The condition got worst after each night due to screaming and yelling at the childrens during the day. Fortunately I manage to hold on to my voice throughout my working period until saturday, and my voice was totally out!

The phlegm and mucus that clog up the passage way has prevented the air vibration taking place from the voice box. It was really difficult for me to commune with the others especially when I was outside.

I have to count on my little pad and a pen to drop all my messages, and the listeners (readers) have to like.... 'arhhhh.... when will she done writing' or 'nevermind nevermind, after you completely heal only start talking'!
It is really a slow process in conveying thoughts though!
Sighhh.....

Today's Sunday, and my voice still not completely understanable yet and there is still stuck stuck here and there.....
I've tried all sorts of medication but still, there's no sign of recovery.
And tomorrow, there's another working hours awaits me... and my routine of shouting and yelling will be repeated again.
I do not know how long I can withstand without damaging my voice box.

Anyway, hopefully I'll get my voice back tomorrow with no more phlegm :)

~Best wishes for me~